Aad watched the smoke that rises from the pipes

I'd always thought that if I held you tightly you'd love me like you did back then

i dream in skin scented sentences of a stronger faster fiercer you

i tell you that I'll always want you near, you say that things change my dear

I am the one who haunts your dreams of mountains sunk below the sea

Estuary girl you're not the one, you don't belong to the world that I'm from

the desert seemed so promising

i am a bird that's in need of grounding, i am built to fly away

Tell myself you never loved me, no

i'll begin not to love you, turn around, see me runnin'

and all you ever cared about got lost

You'll say, Don't fear your dreams, it's easier than it seems

you have seen your darkest rooms, i have slept in makeshift tombs

you'll never get away from the sound of a woman that loves you

they carved a message deep within our broken hearts that failed to mend

see the children run as the sun goes down, among the fields of gold

I would be your only dream, your shining autumn, ocean crashing

and all the gold dust in her eyes won't reform into rain

we fail to keep in touch these days